A Four Letter Word ~ WAIT

This has been a week of incredible highs, and deflating lows. If someone had told me that the wait would get more difficult, I would not have believed them. After four years I thought I had been through all of the highs and lows of waiting. Nope! The lows get deeper as we get closer.

I was sucked in and I let myself get excited that this would be the week we would finally see Polar Cub’s picture. Big Bear and I planned our days ‘in case’ we got the call. I talked and planned with friends. My students came in every passing period wanting to know if I had any news. Friends stopped by my classroom searching for news. The texts and emails throughout the day were so fun and encouraging! It was exciting!

I should have known better. You’d think that I would have learned by now NOTHING ever goes as planned with this wait ~

N – O – T – H – I – N – G!!!

The rumors aren’t great for next week, but then again they are just rumors.

Yesterday I was ok with having to wait until maybe next week.

Today is not so ok.

Tomorrow ~ who knows?!? I do know that nothing has really changed…

…the wait continues!